我怎么说 - What I Say

Today when I was looking around in the Facebook, I saw my ex's wedding picture. He is hugging his wife in that picture, smiled to camera while gazing up there. Looking at the stars in the sky, maybe. With that familiar gaze he used to gaze at my eyes with.

Never before I saw him so gorgeous...
And his wife ain't bad either.
I am truly happy for him, he has found his happiness he always searched for.
But why does it hurt at the same time, too?

雨下好乱 半个夜晚 你不在身边怎麽晚安
the rain is falling heavily into the middle of the night. I cannot sleep as you’re not by my side

天好蓝 要和你一起看
I want to watch the clear blue sky with you

起风时有你来温暖
You are the one who gives me warmth when a wind blows over

心事简单 一句说完
feelings from my heart are so simple that a simple sentence says all

要我们永远不会分开
wanting us to never seperate

有眼泪 也因为你灿烂
tears are present but they glisten because of you

你微笑因为我盛开
You're smiling, for (watching) me blossoming

要谢谢爱 让你在我身边守护我的未来
I thank love for letting you stay by me and guard my future

有多少美丽奇蹟你手心里全都记载 好期待
how many beautiful miracles, in the palm of your hand is where they are written, How I'm looking forward for them

要谢谢爱 让我学会宽容学会体谅关怀
I thank you for letting me learn generosity, respect and care

像阳光陪著大海是平静还是澎湃都是爱
similar to how the sun will accompany the sea, whether it is calm or rough, it is still love


Valentine's day has passed by... today I heard this song again. Suddenly I felt warmth inside which I cannot explain. It's like a reminder that now I've been walking on the same road hand-in-hand with Cedric for 2 years and 7 months. Still early? Or sounds long enough for you?
The last time I met him was May 2009, it's been a long 9 months waiting for both of us, but I still cherish him. I can still remember how we met for the first time, with his timid smile, his shyness, hiss soft kisses...
I love his honesty, I love how he asks my opinion before he makes a decision, I love the way he say "hello" on the phone, I love everything about my Cedric. Not to say, we have our ups and downs, we quarrel a lot. Mostly because I feel him often live in his own world, busy with himself, or just less care for me, but that's just him. In love I need to hold my ego, learn to accept instead of wanting someone to change. Nevertheless, I want this relationship to last forever, want my Cedric to grow old with me. The road is still a long way, but hopefully we can conquer all obstacles and find our happiness, together.

短暂的总是浪漫
The short-termed relationship is always romantic,
漫长总会不满
The long-term relationship is always full of dissatisfaction.

My lao gong just sent it to me...



You think we could make an everlasting couple? Lol...